I chose to live today

When I woke up I wondered if,

today I’d take my leave,

everything just seemed to go wrong.

I thought of giving in,

no more coping or pretence,

took forever just to get out of bed.

But I chose to live today.

I picked a different way.

even when it all seems so wrong.

Yes I’ll make a different day.

I choose to breathe today.

Wont give in, give up or go down.

Yes I choose to live today,

and believe me when I say,

it’s harder than it seems to hold on.

So if you feel a different way,

think back to better days,

take my hand and choose to move on.

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