what?s it like inside of me?
What’s it like inside of me?
The inner bit that’s rarely seen
Sometimes I give out just a smidgeon
See how the reaction is
Do you have the ability?
Can you cope?
Is it safe?
Is NOW the time?
Do I have the skills yet?
Do I have a safety net?
Each time I tried to reach out
Next time will be harder there’s no doubt
And then along comes someone who sees a bit
And tries to fix that little bit
Then gets annoyed and gives up
They hear one note and think they know the song
And lash out when they are wrong
The silent screaming is at the wrong pitch for them
What’s it like inside of me?
Deep inside where it’s hard to see
Surrounded and hidden by a light so bright
Hiding away the pain, fear, hurt and shame
Described as tight as a clam but that’s not quite right
More like an iceberg. Mrs 90% that’s my name
The inner bit that’s rarely seen
Sometimes I give out just a smidgeon
See how the reaction is
Do you have the ability?
Can you cope?
Is it safe?
Is NOW the time?
Do I have the skills yet?
Do I have a safety net?
Each time I tried to reach out
Next time will be harder there’s no doubt
And then along comes someone who sees a bit
And tries to fix that little bit
Then gets annoyed and gives up
They hear one note and think they know the song
And lash out when they are wrong
The silent screaming is at the wrong pitch for them
What’s it like inside of me?
Deep inside where it’s hard to see
Surrounded and hidden by a light so bright
Hiding away the pain, fear, hurt and shame
Described as tight as a clam but that’s not quite right
More like an iceberg. Mrs 90% that’s my name
Comments
Post a Comment