Not a Love song.

let me share a secret,
of a love so genuine,
of whom I want in my life,
that one lady
I have chosen to be mine
and I hers,
tell you of our past,
of our dark, painful secrets,
of how time faded away
left as cold
buried alive by my faults.
Simple truths of real life stories,
of love, pain and loss.
How she cried every day,
how I filled her with heartaches,
how I tried to dry her tears
but continued to hurt her more,
every morning had a promise
every night a tear was shed,
she left me,
never blamed her for it,
that’s why I love her back.
I try to hold on, praying on maybes.
She never told she will be there waiting
but my hurt is still hoping
to be loved by her.
One more time.
™©Mwangi Njoroge.